DAVID COOK'S TIME OF MY LIFE

when i watched last nyt's grand finale of american idol i can't wait for the moment for the host to name the winner. but deep in my heart david cook is the winner. he really deserved it, i really cried when he cried esp. when he sings time of my life. waaaaaaaaaahhhhh the best ka talaga idol, sabi ko na nga ba kaw talaga mananalo, as wat i have previously posted here in my blog na para sa akin talaga he's the winner. imagine he got 12 million votes from the viewers...as in waaaaaaahhhh talaga...again DC, congrats! WAY TO GO...

so much pressured!

as in sabay.sabay yung pressured na pinag.daanan ko ngaung araw na 2... first and foremost pressured ako kasi andito yung boss ko na palagi tinatawg ang name ko kaya d n lng ako nakakafocus sa gagawin ko...second, waaaaaahhh nasira ko cguro i.pod na ibibigay ng sis ko sa bro. ko, pero la namn akong gnawa eh...i mean i'll jst added lots of songs sa ipod na yun kaso pag.open ala na d na maoopen, kung sino mn makakatulong sa kin pls. help me namn pleaseeeeeeeeee....third, isang napakalaking waaaaaaaahhhh kasi my officemate maglilabor na from time to time kaya kailangan nya endorse sa kin mga workloads nya.waaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh ano ba 2.....aja!aja! edz...

DAVID COOK: THE NEXT AMERICAN IDOL for me

This Guy is absolutely something amazing! Too Good To Be True... DC, U really had amazed me from the very first.. , there must be a real BIG plan for u. N now u'r reaching out your destiny.
i go crazy with his voice and i think he will be the next american idol...Just so you people know...David Cook has personality, style, ORIGINALITY, the looks, and TALENT!!! I love you David Cook!!!

Well Mr Cook, I'm positively sure this time you'll carry the GOLD home

wrong decisions

once in our life we made a wrong decision, wrong in the sense that after you followed a certain decision, feeling mo tama ka in the end mali pala. ang hirap magdecide lalo na't u have to sacrifice one thing or a lot as i might say just to decide one thing na alam mo na ikakabuti mo as an individual. one decision i made it wrong was last year when i have to decide a certain thing na for me na ikaliligaya ko, but i just came to realized na i wasn't that happy talaga kasi d lng pala yung bagay na yun ang magpapaligaya sa akin. but as i said to myself na kahit mali mn yung desisyon ko i know God has plans for me na mafufulfilled ko na talaga kung ano mn ang gusto ko, yet d talaga lahat gusto ko matutupad ...kaya if u made a wrong decision panindigan nyo n lng yun, wla kang ibang sisihin kundi sarili mo and all you have to do is to stand up again and moving on. there's so much in the world for you to conquer...and i too waiting for the moment of my own journey...

add spice into your life

hmp!

early in the morning, im so pissed! have you tried that when you have a great sleep so expectedly you can smile all over the world coz you are very much happy. and then when you go to the office somebody tell you something that can be irritated to hear? even though she's one of my boss but i think i have the right to say what i feel and for me im right of what i've said to her. she's asking me to change my report the same way she did her report..hello? i mean, we're different invidividuals so definitely we have different way of doing it but have the same output. i mean if i'm comfortable the way i did to my report and so be it...it's not always i have to follow her instructions coz i do have my own way of doing something that is very easy for me to do...after all i do it properly...but because i explained my sides so she said to me that it's up to me na lang daw...yan pala eh..but there's a guilt feeling inside my heart coz i know, for her as my boss i have to follow her but my officemates said that ok lng namn dw na sinabi ko yung part ko atleast medyo nawala yung guilt ko.

go, go, go

i have to finish my work or else our head gonna kick me down..hehehehe joke i mean she's here and i have to rush all my works coz time to time she'll gonna asking me all the reports she wanted. gosh! and there's one report that i miss to do. ill just keep my two fingers cross for her not to ask me this report i've missed.....so good luck na lng sa kin...

living with hope

take a look at your life. How would you describe it? Contented? Rushed? Exciting? Stressful? Moving forward? Holding back? For many of us it’s all of the above at times. There are things we dream of doing one day, there are things we wish we could forget. In the Bible, it says that Jesus came to make all things new. What would your life look like if you could start over with a clean slate?

If you are looking for peace, there is a way to balance your life. No one can be perfect, or have a perfect life. But every one of us has the opportunity to experience perfect grace through a personal relationship with God through His Son, Jesus Christ.

You can receive Christ right now by faith through prayer. Praying is simply talking to God. God knows your heart and is not so concerned with your words as He is with the attitude of your heart.

Here's a suggested prayer:

Lord Jesus, I want to know you personally. Thank you for dying on the cross for my sins. I open the door of my life to you and ask you to come in as my Savior and Lord. Take control of my life. Thank you for forgiving my sins and giving me eternal life. Make me the kind of person you want me to be.

Does this prayer express the desire of your heart? You can pray it right now, and Jesus Christ will come into your life, just as He promised.

If you invited Christ into your life, thank God often that He is in your life, that He will never leave you and that you have eternal life. As you learn more about your relationship with God, and how much He loves you, you'll experience life to the fullest.

trust and love...

last nyt me and my boyfriend discussing or shall i say debating about the difference between love and trust. He asked me that if for me daw trust and love shud go together or u can love somebody without trusting her/him. and so i directly answered that as for me i wont trust all the things u've said but because i love him, no matter wat he'd said i prefer to believe in than to think of a negative sides of it after all, he never changes the way he loves and cares for me....and then my boyfriend laughed at of what i've answered to him...he said i just made things more complicated by my answered coz in short i trust him dw coz i luv him...so therefore love and trust shud go together in different kinds of relationship, without trust dw our relationshp won't go that long...infairness he's ryt...but honestly speaking, im still confused..hehehehe or maybe im just afraid to tell him the truth that i trust him coz it's really hard to trust and trust and in the end ill be the one to suffer...

MAMA, I LOVE YOU...

even if im not yet a mother but still i can feel it that it's the difficult task to do of a woman....imagine ur bringing a child inside your womb in 9 months??huh! is it that amazing....so i guess it's my opportunity to thank my mother in everything she does, in behalf of my sisters and brothers we owe you a lot.............

and even if, me and my other sister, not with you personally but we make it a point that we can give something for you in return not that big thing but atleast in way u can feel how special you are to us as our mother.

Yesterday, me and sister called up my brother in Cebu to buy something for my mother. We send some money to buy a cake and an ice cream. And then after my brother went home he called us that he was just arrived bringing the cake and ice.cream. So my mom got really surprised yesterday and thank us. And we heard lots of people in our house spending mother's day with my mother.

WE LOVE YOU MAMA........................

advice from a friend...

got this from bianca gonzalez's blog and i repost it to my blog coz i know lot of people can relate to this:

this post is dedicated to all those going through difficult matters of the heart!

”diary of a broken heart”, this was my planned title for a diary-of-sorts that i wanted to write when i was brokenhearted once. i thought to myself, what if isulat ko lahat ng nararamdaman ko araw araw sa loob ng isang buong taon, then i’d be able to read it when i am healed, and see my journey from a new point of view, from denial to anger to bitterness to hope to healing (or whatever jumbled order you’ve experienced in your own love life) and maybe, it might be able to help future broken hearts out there.

but, i never got to writing it.

siguro dahil sa sobrang sakit, kapag naiisip kong magsulat, nananalo na lang yung kagustuhan kong magmukmok sa isang tabi. imbis na mag-effort pa ako na mag-isip at magpagod, ginusto ko na lang na wala na lang akong intindihin. hanggang sa lumipas ang mga linggo, mga buwan, i went through all kinds of emotions (na slightly nakakabaliw talaga yung iba ha!), until one day, i was okay.

having said all that, and having heard some of the most saddening break-up stories the past weeks, allow me to try to reconstruct a few of the things i’ve learned in life, and love, that might help that broken heart of yours or of someone you know.

1. on advice.

kapag brokenhearted ka.. no advice said to you will make you feel better. none. as in. wala. kahit ano, walang effect. kapag brokenhearted ka, the only thing that you think will make you feel better is if the one you love will say they love you too. but they won’t. (in some cases, they won’t ever, but in some, they won’t just for this point in time.) hugs will comfort you, concerned texts will make you smile, but no amount of advice will make you feel better.. unless! unless you decide to let it make you feel better. don’t be pressured though to follow everyone’s advice. kanya-kanya lang yan. of the one hundred cliché lines thrown at you at an attempt to make you feel better, most will not make you feel better (in fact, some will make you feel worse), but there will be a few major lines (not necessarily given by those closest to you, mind you) that will speak to you and touch your heart and soothe your soul. those pieces of advice, you hold on to.

2. on prayer.

a broken heart will wake up some days so unbelievably hopeless and wanting to just stay in bed all day. some will even go all out in saying they want to die (but of course you don’t really want to die, right?) a broken heart will wake up some days feeling somewhat rested and peaceful, but with a slight fear that they might encounter something that day that will bring back all the pain. whatever mood the broken heart wakes up in, one thing remains. it’s a broken heart. and this may sound cheesy or false to some, but there is only one thing that can heal all things broken. our LoRd and personal savior, JeSus ChRisT. when your heart is peaceful, give thanks. when your heart is troubled, still give thanks and ask for deliverance. when your heart is shattered into a million pieces, still give thanks, and ask that you may learn whatever life lesson it is that He wants you to learn. in both high and low, give thanks, because it is one of the surest things in life that GoD only works for the good of those who love Him.

3. on moving on.

don’t be pressured! for some it takes weeks. for some, months. for some, years! of course no one likes the pain that a broken heart brings. (its pain like no other! araaay talaga grabe!) but, you have to go through it. there is no short cut, there is no other way. go through it. go and let it out. cry before you sleep, cry when you wake up, cry in the bathroom, cry to your friends. lock yourself in the room, stay in bed all day, don’t talk to anyone for hours, make senti all you want. do it all. don’t let anybody stop you. (but don’t let it get in the way of school or work or the things you have to do either! okay? okay.) feel all those yucky, disgusting, heart-shattering feelings, curl it all up into this unbelievably sad ball, and one day, when you are ready, throw it out the window. it will happen for you. i know you feel it won’t, that the day you will be okay will never come, but it will. have faith, it will.

let me stop at this third point and end by saying that i’ve felt all those feelings of hopelessness and worthlessness that you might be feeling right now. and, honestly, so have thousands, and millions of other people around you. it sucks. it really does. but hey. nobody said that it would be easy, but nobody said that you have to do it alone.

all this i share with pure sincerity from the bottom of my happy heart, to your soon-to-be happy heart! :)

TRIBUTE TO MY FRIENDS

i admit, before i was a happy-go-lucky gurl...with all the stuffs i had before it's nothing without my beloved friends...true friends are the people who brighten my smile everytime i'm with them, laugh with them, drink some beers, liqours with them, dance with them, and even cry with them...while i write this sentiments of mine, i cried, for the reason i'm not with them anymore, but as we promise we'll gonna see each other again...and that's a promise...i had so much fun with you guys and miss all the stuffs...Im so thankful to all of u guys... "the only thing on this earth that will never dies is a memory and in our friendship we have made so many..."

an-an - my guidance..d best sister

jean ver - my everything...

prince edward (a.k.a. Egat) - when im with u, my world seems so right, thank you

jennifer - my ateh, my soulmate...gets???

rocky - coz u love my ateh jhen so much..luv din kita..hehehe

rose - we still stick together teh, noone or nothing can separate us ...

gera - pinakabut.an ug mahubog na..heheh hop u can find the ryt guy na..kinahanglan ipa.ila.ila na nimo naku, den ul say "ds is it"

kristine (kits) - super to the highest level ang ka energetic...

nina - kmusta?hehehe la namn ko kabw wer naka run...

gera and jean - thanks for the moment...

raray - a loyal friend...a true friend...a thoughtful friend...

jofel - cool buddy...ull always be my "part"...

tawi - funny yet very supportive and cooperative...

wowot - so sweeettt

oni - kalug!..hahaha ang bunso

lyle - be good..i miss u..

oloy and margie - u rock guys!

raymund - be good 2...:)

andie- murag bisan naa pa ko dha cebu la namn ko kita nimo..hehee

ethel - my hiskul friend who taught me the wildest things on earth..hahaha bsta ato ra na